They Lived Happily Ever After

Its a Sunday morning. I am a perfectly happy tummy after yummy masala omlette, butter-toats and lemon green tea.

As I am packing my stuff to move on, I feel, I am nearing the million times dreamt of moment of attaining the end of a Rapunzel story. The stories of the princess in the land of the dragon and fairies, and the charming prince ( the frog prince too!!) is coming to a happy happy beginning of ' And they lived happily ever after moment'. 

I have been chasing the yellow butterfly, I have been losing myself under the star lit sky, I have been running in the meadows and I have been dancing in the rain, I have been living in my very own land of Oz in my head and heart. I have always believed, all the stories have a happy ending, the fairy tale comes to a pause when we kiss each other in all whites with angels singing, cupids blowing their kisses and some cloud around us. That is what we believe ' and they lived happily ever after' moment!

I got mine too and the moment is nearing the full bloom. I am going to be with him. I am going to have my place, and I won't be chasing some goals which are non-negotiable. I will have all the reasons to feel content and feel to be at Zero. To feel that, I can go back to my drawing book, to 'Alice in Wonderland' ( I just bought Hobbit to ensure I do :)), to feel no need to compare, compete, feel any guilt!

Till we start running at different goals, start losing at each other, make external problems too big to ruin our peace and confuse love with things!

Hope we don't lose it. Hope I come home to myself and feel the sun rise!

Hope we love each other and spread the love around. Love is as strong as sunlight.

Rejuvenation (errr!) at the lap of Himalayas!

'muskilon mein ye daale
jo bhi chahe kara le,
badle ye dilon ke faisle'

Yeah! Here I am back again and talking about life post MBA!
I have grown very adventurous in my mind, and have always loved travelling. I have been planning to do a valley of flowers..n I did..thanks to him!

30th Aug- 7th Sept
30th- delhi to haridwar
31st- 4.00 a.m. haridwar den 5-30 am joshimath bound sumo..non happening road trip..awasome lunch in a dhaba near pipalkoti,check in to snow crest inn by 6.

1st sep- morn get up late..go to busstand get into shared jeep (40 per head)..wait to fill up..eat rajma bature at nearby dhaba..start by 10..by 10-40 stuck at alandslide..try to cross it, cudn't..get down..come back to jsohimath..and have mausami juice..n leave for auli..awsum tym in auli resort..cottages..photography..sleep.. and chumm..confused..finally leave for govindghat on 2nd by 11..

start trek by 1..and realize how difficult it can get..dead by 9..somehow reach ghangaria..wil never forget the pain

3rd body ache..start for vof by 12..come back by 4..roam around..sleep

very cold...

4th start at 5-30 for trek down..somehow....it was a tough climb down...hit d road by 1-30 pm.

rest at joshimath..same snow crest..dinner out at a non veg place..meet arpan agen

start for comign back next day morn..5th.. but stuck at landslide whole day...finally after lost of quest..come back to joshimath..veru badly tanned...:(

next day morn agen start..at 4..den agen stuck..finally trek to cover the landslide..4 hrs and 7 kms..of tiring climd and somehow come down..cab to chamoli..chamoli to rishikesh..by 9-30..10-30 into delhi bound bus..after dhaba dinner..(roti, chhole, lauki, rice)..come back to delhi on 7th. 5 am..

i miss him nowwww

And its in utopia

Mom used to say I am very imaginative. I knew it. I was romantic at heart and soul. I used believe that there are soulmates who are meant to be together for ever and ever.

So I had to fall in love. And I was quick at it.

Fell twice. One fell in love with a man. Second time with myself.Well I think all that matters is knowing your self and moving ahead.

Its been quite a while again before I could know where I am heading. Life seems like a big joke now.

As I drift apart from you, I thank you for your guidance and love. I had seen it in your eyes and jumped into it. I was blinded with light, with laughter, with waves breaking on us together.

Its been so long!

So I don't know exactly how one year has gone past. There are lots of changed identities around, including myself. But what makes it better that I am happy to come back this place where I shared so much sometime back. I miss those days and I wish I could live them more.

@KFC after rain, salvation

We finished FTA exam then fought with Lattu..den got drenched..went to canteen for indulgence..then finally headed to KFC in the arin. Johnny promised a drop back to hostel. So i got tempted.

Tomorrow is services makreting paper. I am yet to go thru the ppts. But waht more important in life?

I liked johnnyboy's this pic. He did not come.

@Shed..looking at the campus when it rains

And it Rained!

It came in the evening, from him..long after we fought..

We fought for silly reasons. But what matters is that, suddenly it became very cloudy and started raining..to melt away the distrust and anger and distance. As we kept standing in the parking shed, we saw the rain coming, and then reigning in the greenfields in front..sprinkling few drops of pleasure and heaven on our mind and body.. We were smiling!

15th Dec, 2009-7:25 p.m.
The shed stood still... so did the two.. the breeze with its chillness and its spray of drizzle.. the water flows in its natural calm, yet its turbulent ways... far ahead the rain fell to

shower every thing that came its way... a smile exudes from the gentle touch of droplets and wind.... A feeling of lightness.... right across the street... the busy trees sway with

every part of them touched by the drops that move across them... everything is still yet so moving... the voices i hear... the lush i see... the sway i feel... and the tremble i

feel... makes me flow in a way i ve no control over..... just like that piece of wood that was flowing its natural course.... the colour is black... the colour is green.... the sway is

black.. the sway is green... the smile is gentle and the sway is slow......